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Written Sept 15, 08

This is me today. The picture was taken last September 15, after I got my hair dyed (I use the term dye because if I use the word colored you might think it’s a drastic change).

And here is what I want to share for now:

What I wrote: I was the smart kid who had a baby too soon and still refused to get married. I am blessed to still end up with the love of my life who waited. Waited until I was ready to marry him. 24 is my lucky number At age 24, I finished two degrees, had the wedding of my dreams and got pregnant with my mini-me. I feel I have been living my life in the fast lane and Im scared that if I don’t slow down life itself will be gone in a blink of an eye. So that is what Im doing. Slowing down. Walking through life. It is harder than I thought, being used to running all the time. But yes, Im stopping to smell the roses. at last. i managed to finally slow down and enjoy these things: scrapbooking, taking photos, sipping coffee, smelling coffee, collecting scrap kits, blogging, twittering and plurking, kaboodling – it is shopping without spending!, the colors green and aqua blue. pink and brown is still the best though. maintaining my own house. learning domesticity aka cooking. i realized i enjoy losing weight, but still love eating. what a dilemna. i enjoy my kids – eventhough they have made me cry countless of times because of anger and frustration. i enjoy talking, even if it is my fingers talking (aka chatting online). i enjoy family dinners now and talking to my parents. i never thought i would say that. i talk to them more than my husband. i guess that is a bad thing. i enjoy my husband’s company, i only realized that when he is not at home 5 days a week due to work. this is me talking, me who cant wait for him to get out of my sight for an hour back when we were together 24/7. now, i enjoy him more, quirks and all. i enjoy going to tagaytay, a place where you just see things and eat and smell clean fresh air. i enjoy being productive and realizing at the end of the day, i still get to do the things i love. i enjoy setting unreachable goals. i always make sure i work to make them reachable. i love praying, i really hear my god speaking to me. try it sometime. walk through life.

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