I think I am suffering from mild depression these days (I dont want to say it’s hormones because then Im always ovulating and PMS-ing, hehehe).

See, I really havent really taken a break since we moved. Add to that the drastic changes I made in my life - it is a step towards the better, I know. But knowing myself, where I always plunge ahead ALL the time, I think I forgot to breathe. Now Im gasping for air.

Im so bored. Bored in the sense that I want to do something meaningful for myself. I am always busy. In fact I think I will never be able to talk to you for 5 minutes without interruption or me losing my thought mid-sentence.

I know, I know. Such is the irony of staying at home and taking care of the kids.
(We have maids, but the kids dont like them and I cant even take a bath nor poo without Martha banging on the bathroom door, it’s driving me crazy!)

So maybe the lack of energy and desire is making me quite lethargic, always hungry and sleepy - yep, mildly depressed, I think.

And no, not pregnant!!!!!

And as Im done writing this, I think I feel slightly better already.
Thanks for listening(reading).

I think I just need a break. I really want to go out of town (well, we are technically out of town! LOL), but really unwind - change of scenery. I can save up for a Tagaytay trip or a Hilton Head rental.

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