Disoriented.
Posted on May 06, 2008 under Suburbia |I do not know what day of the week it is.
Im not even sure of the date.
I still need to check for time.
All I know is that the sun rises at 5AM like it’s 7AM.
And by 8PM the road is eerily quiet.
And by 9PM I miss Edil so badly :(.
I also get overwhelmed by sheer number of things I need to do, which compete with the a couple of things I WANT to do.
I have a lot of projects I want to do with the kids but lack of resources prevent me from doing it.
And I realize Im not really Superwoman.
And that I need to get satisfied with “This will do for now.”
The little big things the Man Up There teaches me.
And no, Im not really into drugs nor alchol LOL Im just having withdrawals with Edil not being here. (I dont need to be in a drug treatment center, thank you very much!)


by Photobuch , on May 7 2008 @ 1:01 am
Go go go…. You have no time. Please finish your work in right time. Good luck !
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