Outside Wed Preps Fact No.1:
Having no Nana Au has been tough. It's not about taking care of Mato, since he is old enough to entertain himself and take care of himself to a certain degree. It is managing my time! I go to work at 5AM, work, plan wedding details in between, call suppliers, go home at 2PM or go work on a wedding-related chore after. If no one is to take care of Mato, I take him with me. Kawawa lang yung bata. I took him to Divisoria last Saturday! Divisoria talaga ha - as in Tabora St, Ylaya..not Tutuban. He was such a doll though. Buying bubbles at 30p/6pcs were enough for him. Of course, I still have to make allowance for 2 meals at McDo.

I don't have time for myself :c

Outside Wed Preps Fact No. 2:
I need quality time with Edil. Since we can't afford to file leaves at work since we need money for the wedding, even if I can file one, it is to take care of Matthew. Even if he is allowed to sleep at the the house already, we dont have time to really really talk, as he gets home at a time I'm supposed to be sleeping (I work at 5Am, he works at 12NN.)

I miss Edil even if I see him everyday. :c

Outside Wed Preps Fact No.3:
I just seriously worked on a diet yesterday. Ang kapal ko no? I have around 30lbs to lose and with 2 1/2 months to go, ngayon lang ako nag-diet! I don't know what's wrong with me! I want to look great come my wedding day, pero I just can't stop eating! I've made a resolution yesterday though - I'm going to regret not losing weight the rest of my life if I see my wedding pictures! Hehehe. Plus, our pre-nups is scheduled on April 24 already, 2 weeks from now! (Pwede pa kayang mag-lose miski 10lbs if I crash diet?!) Im excited na!! My wedding gown is in the works na, and though I decided on it on a whim, I pointed and had it made agad, I feel this is the one. It is a simple layered gown, no beadworks at all, pero lalagyan daw ni Lulu, my gownmaker, na onti. I'm not ready to post it yet, siguro pag carry ko na sya suotin. The top would be corset, detachable butterfly sleeves, depende kasi kung mangangayat pa ako eh The corset would be the last one to be made, since Lulu wants it to have it low in the back. Let us see. She it still giving me two weeks before I go into my first fitting.

Isa lang masasabi ko: Diet! (with an exclamation point!)

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